I got sloppy. I was supposed to leave the old laptop at work, but I was looking at some tumbler sites and wanted to surf through them more at home so I took it home. And left it on the counter when I went to the grocery store.
Hubby's computer in his home office has been dead he mostly uses one at work, but sometimes uses the family computer on the little built-in desk in the kitchen...Kid was on it, he saw the old laptop..(It was out oldest but he got a better one for school and I took it over recently..)
I brought a couple of bags in and asked Kid on the computer where dad was and she pointed towards bedroom..I opened the door and there he was on the bed with it in his lap. He JUMPED and blushed and tried to close the lid then stopped and mumbled something about "didn't mean to..."
Apparently he wanted on the computer and daughter was on, he noticed the laptop..(he'd forgotten we had it) He said he didn't know I used it. Hadn't meant to snoop, said he just back arrowed a couple times to many and saw something and got caught up..
"I didn't mean to invade your privacy...." he said guiltily...
I was thinking fast wondering what he saw and what he would think..shit, shit, shittety shit!
"It's just I saw a couple of pics and it looked hot and I got caught up...."
"Hot, huh?" I fished around a little..."Like what part?" ..."I have been in a kinky mood lately as you know, and you know I have never been shy about porn...its just that other than that cheesy crap in hotel pay-per-view, we just don't watch it together, right? So I'm embarrased, but just a little"
"Look, I'll log you off here."
"That's OK, look why don't you go catch a shower, give me a little privacy, I'll pick out some porn I like that I think you'll find hot too, then while I get my shower you can do the same and we will compare notes?"
"Really?" ~delighted~
"Sure.. Now scoot!"
As SOON as th bathroom clicked I was delving into history..WHAT did he say..What does he know...??????
I saw that mostly he had at random picked through the tumbler pages a friend had sent me...mix of arty and some fem-dom stuff, some anime. The sequence was out of order so he had fished around had clearly looked through history and snooped...
In what looked like a quick flicking through of old history he had apparently brought up THIS blog, but I was logged off so it didn;t stand out as mine. He didnt page through more pages on this blog which he would have if he's caught on it was me..so I breathed a huge sigh of relief...
I reactivated one of the kid's accounts and renamed it "Alan" (well actually his real first name..and made the main one "Marjorie"
I just grabbed some images, some random porn, BJ shots a couple of bondage shots, mostly pretty plain..I included a couple of Anime including one with the little Japanese guy stroking his monster cock while the little kewpie went at him with a strap-on...
I dumped all the history, cache, made Mozilla the main browser...
Barely finished when the shower turned off...
He came out.....I handed him the laptop.
"There, I made us separate accounts so we don't accidentally freak out at each other's kinky stuff!...Now, pick us out some porn..."
I came out after a long, hot, stress-relieving shower..it got cool as the water ran out, probably needed that...
Then it got interesting....
Close indeed, but it's gonna happen. Near misses are an unfortunate peril we face
ReplyDeleteI agree.
ReplyDeleteIf he loves the idea of you having sex with other men then he very likely reads these types of blogs. The fact is that you've not only described some extremely intimate details of your activities with your husband (he wearing your panties, etc.), but also revealed his actual middle name. His middle name means nothing to us, but it could be the final confirmation for him in a jaw-dropping realization.
I get the sense that in spite of your anger you do love your husband and have no desire to end your marriage, which is good. If I were you, I'd find a way to begin revealing your activities to him in the most erotic (for him) and loving way you can think of. Otherwise, he will undoubtedly figure it out on his own and that could get ugly.
In the end, the two of you could come to some form of agreement where you still get to have affairs behind his back, which seems to be what turns you on. He would have the pleasure of knowing you're having these affairs, but the game for you would be not getting caught. Unless you decided you wanted to get caught...
hmm annoymous You raise pretty good points. I think he is more visual online though..he scans past text a lot..I've never noticed him reading online blogs or erotic stories when you think he would wouldn't you? He doesn't even chat or messenger. He thinks of computers as a tool for spreadsheets and spread nekkid chicks mostly.
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